22 October 2009

I always love this Season

Its full excitment and yet a sense of restfullness. This is the time of year that mother earth starts to snuggle down for a winter nap. The leaves change to a beatutifull show of fairwell and the evenings become a tranquile tempature. Soon we will be busy with the "holiday season" but right now is the world is at rest and peace.

We celebrate by changing our house decor and going to the pumkin patch. Savannah loved it this year she was amazed by the hay and animals. Here she stops with my best friends son Conner. what a lovely irish name.

18 May 2009

Not sure where I am going.

I am at a cross roads in my life and I just realized that I have been going about this the wrong way. After my daughter was born I struggled with depression and unexplained bouts of anger. After a lot of praying God showed me that I am dealing with these things because I am fighting against my natural grain that God made in me. I was a fighter a warior if you will before my little gracie came along, at least I trained to be. And yet 2 years later I am still trying to be that warrior and a mother at the same time. I don't know why but I get it now, I have had my ahh haa moment.
So heres my new plan I will stop fighting being a mother, wife and daughter in christ and just live as he wants me to live. I know its not as easy as writting this post but it can be done because its who I am and I have God to back me up.
So here I am and I will keep you posted on my findings.