18 May 2009

Not sure where I am going.

I am at a cross roads in my life and I just realized that I have been going about this the wrong way. After my daughter was born I struggled with depression and unexplained bouts of anger. After a lot of praying God showed me that I am dealing with these things because I am fighting against my natural grain that God made in me. I was a fighter a warior if you will before my little gracie came along, at least I trained to be. And yet 2 years later I am still trying to be that warrior and a mother at the same time. I don't know why but I get it now, I have had my ahh haa moment.
So heres my new plan I will stop fighting being a mother, wife and daughter in christ and just live as he wants me to live. I know its not as easy as writting this post but it can be done because its who I am and I have God to back me up.
So here I am and I will keep you posted on my findings.