18 May 2009

Not sure where I am going.

I am at a cross roads in my life and I just realized that I have been going about this the wrong way. After my daughter was born I struggled with depression and unexplained bouts of anger. After a lot of praying God showed me that I am dealing with these things because I am fighting against my natural grain that God made in me. I was a fighter a warior if you will before my little gracie came along, at least I trained to be. And yet 2 years later I am still trying to be that warrior and a mother at the same time. I don't know why but I get it now, I have had my ahh haa moment.
So heres my new plan I will stop fighting being a mother, wife and daughter in christ and just live as he wants me to live. I know its not as easy as writting this post but it can be done because its who I am and I have God to back me up.
So here I am and I will keep you posted on my findings.

1 comment:

  1. Bless you precious sister Kat! Welcome to the study! I'll be in prayer for you as you seek to die to self and live your life fully abandoned to Christ our awesome and merciful Savior! ♥

    Bless you dear sister!